I love my iPhone, everything about
it just works and it works easily. It is
absolutely the awesomest thing I own.
Maybe I love it a little too much.
It’s just a phone, right? Is
it? Or is it a pocket computer/ video
game system/television/internet browser/camera/library/everything I’ve been
obsessed with since the first time I picked up a TI-64 controller(I don’t know,
I think it was an off brand Commodore) to the first time I pulled up Google and
it dared me to ask it anything. It has everything that I've ever wanted to do in or with my life a finger swipe away. It is
the sum total of all human knowledge in your pocket. I don’t ever have to not know anything (with
the exception of the great mysteries of the universe) ever again. That being said, the iPhone has simultaneously
made my life easier and ruined it at the same time.
I am so distracted by that thing that
I have trouble focusing on anything else.
I feel it in my pocket calling me like “my precious”. At work it’s in my hands, I’ll put it down,
work and without even realizing it it’s back in my hands and I don’t know how it
got there. Watching television at home I’ll
pick it up every 2 minutes to check Facebook or play Words with friends (I think
I’ve finally kicked my Farmville habit).
At church when I’m supposed to be listening I’ll be checking my favorite
technology sites to see if there are more cool things to look forward in the
next version of my obsession. I’ll use
the excuse that my bible is on the phone so I need to have it out to check the
verses. Now it’s time for the hard
questions.
Does this qualify as an idol in my
life? Probably, right? Definitely?
So let’s say that it does for sure.
What should I do about it? Should
I get rid of it? Should I abandon all
technology because everything I learn about the awesome things that science has
discovered and made for us makes me tingly all over? Is there a way to step back without being as
extreme as too severe the connection? I
don’t have my phone this week, because I shipped it back to apple to get credit
towards the new iPhone that’s coming out on Friday. I feel like I have phantom limb
syndrome. I feel a vibration in my pocket
and I keep checking to see if I have a missed phone call or text and nothing is
there. There’s no vibration I’m just a
psychopath. For the first time I feel
sorry for Gollum. Maybe if they had just
given him an iPhone he would have forgotten about that stupid ring.
Eric
Anderson
*My boss
calls it a smarty-pants phone because he resents technology for some reason.
P.S. My wife has gotten no more than 2-3 hours of
sleep at one time in about 2 ¾ months, but she still wakes up every morning
to make me breakfast and lunch. It’s
been a really hard few months for her and she might be on the edge of
insanity. I want her to know that I appreciate
her sacrifice for our son and that everything will be better sooner than later. I love you Charlotte and it’s going to be
okay.
No, I don't believe you should get rid of it. It can work for you instead of you being a slave to it. anything in our life can become an idol. Learn to recognize that is what it is and repent. Jeff Collins said this weekend that "repenting" is "changing your mind about something" and agreeing with God. He says repentance is a gift. You might want to get that CD. It was pretty good. Not to mention his stories. I love his stories!
ReplyDeleteP.S. I love how you express your feelings about Charlotte! She is an amazing woman! She is God's gift to you!